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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2006|02:54 am]
Myke on a Byke
[music |grizzly bear]

it is cold. a warm body with me would be nice.

fucking christ.
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knock on wood... [Aug. 6th, 2006|02:26 am]
Myke on a Byke
[music |sun 0))))]

but life could be worse I guess.
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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2006|09:33 pm]
Myke on a Byke
It's been a year I guess.
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2006|02:25 pm]
Myke on a Byke
I would really like to know who was on my old screenname yesterday.
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2006|12:31 am]
Myke on a Byke
and we'll always have that summer. thank you.
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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2006|10:25 am]
Myke on a Byke
I feel like a Mack truck hit me.
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2006|01:58 pm]
Myke on a Byke
[music |interpol]

There were all of these birds flying above the trees past my window and they just kept coming, as if they were late for the south. I wondered when you would be back the whole time I watched them.
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2006|09:31 pm]
Myke on a Byke
[music |mum (1)]

When will the light hit the beach and time the daylight, wake up on our sandy skin. When will the summer make well for all of our sins (1)? Our slight of hand is our quickening bed, or warm sheets in the artic, majestic. The climb down is for a broken ladder, the sign of our faith a warm splatter on stomachs and eyes. The fish swim away and we dilate, face first and glowing. And with a slow prayer and haunting breath the tide draws near, our mouths open and dry and alive. Who knew our wrongs could be so right, an uphill battle forced into night. Who watched our arms grow so frail, a clanging metal. The finish is nigh, just a few more deep deep steps.
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(no subject) [Feb. 16th, 2006|01:19 pm]
Myke on a Byke
[music |mineral]

I'm trying to study and while the sentances offer a small respite, my brain and my heart are much too cloudy to commit to it all. This mid term will probably be the end of me, so everybody should start pitching in for a coffin now, or at least a folgers tin.

I am trembling, and I have completely broken down more than once today. When I'm not in that state I'm on a precipice right above it, and I have never just stared so blankly at nothing before. I have lost all track of what caused this in the first place (although some relic of it sits close by), and by all means I'm exhausted from talking about it. If I couldn't write though, I'm not sure what would happen, especially after considering the way my body has reacted today. I feel as if things are being kept from me, situations I should be aware of, but if they resemble anything that's going on in my head I may be better off not knowing.

I want to leave so badly, just move away and forget I was ever in this town, that I ever met certain people. But I'll say it until my teeth turn into soil, wherever I go I am still with myself, and no change of environment will help that. And if karma is some true and universal force then I have a good three years of absolute misery in front of me. My apologies aren't worth the iou's they're printed on.
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in honor of those boiling hearts. [Feb. 14th, 2006|04:27 pm]
Myke on a Byke
My Bloody Valentine is the only thing I'm listening to for the rest of the day.

Soft as snow but warm inside
Penetrate you cannot hide
Feeling lost forever
Really need you
Feeling dark and feeling true
This is all I ever knew
Soft as skin in leather
And I whisper ’you’
Harder you come down on me
Sink away you look happily
Secrets keep forever
They’re undressing me
Come inside it’s warm in here
Better now to have no fear
Carried on a wave
(where it can lead) you
Touch your head, then your hair
Softer, softer everywhere
Fingertips are burning
Can I touch you there
Soft as velvet eyes can see
Bring me close to ecstacy
High away to heaven
And I’m coming too
Float now coming down on me
Handed you what I cannot see
Feel the big happy, you’re exploding me

Soft as snow and warm inside
Penetrate then redivide
Slip away forever
(do we) need you
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